A Reading Place

I have a reading place. It’s a small corner of my back deck. I sit and lie on a cushioned sun lounge, a small table to one side is large enough to hold my coffee, my glasses, a pencil for underlining, a pen and notebook—for copying out those freshly underlined passages—and a pile of books. I always have a pile of books on the go: a main book supported by numerous others—poetry, philosophy, theology, or biography—that I flit between depending on my mood.

The deck faces east to catch the morning sun. I sit early in desperate anticipation, a wilting flower awaiting the day’s first rays of light, warmth, and life after a long night of darkness.

Kookaburra’s laugh in the distance; their guffaws drowning out the polite songs of lorikeets and minors and the hungry moans of a young magpie impatient for its first meal of the day. A gentle breeze moves through the bamboo that was planted hastily to erase the growing grey monolith next door. My planting has been successful, and the once wall of windows has been transformed into a shimmering palisade of soothing green. The sound of wind through bamboo is a sound like no other: it is a swirling sound that washes back and forth, a steady rhythm keeping time with the swaying baton of the culms. It is the sound of the seashore. Perhaps that’s why I like it so much.

My windchime offers a soft melody. Its brass chimes are tuned modally to a scale evoking ‘Aqua’; its tune lifts high above the haunting wash of the bamboo and adds texture to the preferred seascape sounds, extending the real seascape which lies only a few hundred metres away. A larger bamboo chime adds percussion. Its chimes long since split and decayed, yet it remains hanging, dead, lifeless, unable to offer any note of melodic value, but in its surrender now beats a muffled rhythmic tattoo that anchors the loose swish and wash of swaying bamboo and sporadic birdsong.

There are no rays today; the sun lies lost behind thickening grey. The light breeze blows an occasional spritz of rain—almost a mist—onto my bare chest. The moist air passes through my krama—a traditional Khmer garment often worn as a sarong and well-suited to humid days lying in the heat. Its’ wearing an ardent reminder of my times photographing in Southeast Asia—and elsewhere—and my yearning to be back. They were important times spent amongst communities deeply connected to the earth around them, to the vagaries of the seasons and the mood of a changing climate. Our days lie in contrast to those times, in competition or opposition, where we seek only to dominate that which nourishes us. Yet to feel Nature, to see Nature, to hear Nature…that is what I enjoy.